pickett101

Among the Stars I left my heart and soul in Texas, I feel like there's nothing here for me The only thing that I've got left, is a pen and a melody You gave me hope for a time, when I could hold you in my arms I gave you everything I had, even my breaking heart My soul has taken flight, but my body stays behind It's headed back to Texas, with you on my mind Though I'm withering away, behind constricting bars I'm reaching out for you, with my heart among the stars As I stare into a cloudless sky, the stars smile down at me And I feel as though I'm lost and drifting, through a sea of memories Distance makes a heart grow fonder, I remember when

          November 12th, 2012   Dear Anyone, I am looking for facts I can not find. They roam around my soul in places I can not control. Some of the facts make me smile others in fact make me wither up like a child. I stick my hand in and search for them with my eyes, but sooner or later I find them hiding. They don't want to come out into this bright light that's why they hold tight. My soul is their walls and it will not fall. At first they built it with sticks, but now they are built with bricks. Every once in a while they have to fix what has been hit. Some how I can see one or two, but they have built up quite a few. I can't figure out

They're gone left and right... I felt like I needed to hold them tight. Instead... I let them go. The question runs through my mind day and night. The question that's always there. The question that asks if I could have saved their lives. I feel like it is my fault. They took their own life and I couldn't stop them... but the fact that three people did it within three weeks and none of them knew each other was the hardest part. I told my mother what had happened... I didn't feel much comfort when she responded. She threatened me she would beat the shit out of me as a ghost if I followed. She started crying for some reason... I smiled by accid

I am a complex girl who needs a lot of attention. I have come along through a complex past. Some people that know about it say not a 35 year old person has gone through some of the shit I've been through. Mostly those people that say that only know the start. Secrets are held within me. Some secrets are so deep and intense that only I know them. My thoughts are organized but in unorganized settings seems complex until your in my shoes. Everyone sees me and clumsy, dumb, random, weird, awkward, or even sometimes cute, but they don't try to go deeper and find out why their thoughts are like that. They just hang out, chill, and usually smoke wit

This is all for you: The kisses, The hugs, The " I love you" 's The happiness shown, The blushing in the middle of everything, The bites, The hickeys, And   my heart And in return I get the same and I just want to say thanks

I hope I don't push you  away  like I did my friends I hope we can be together  forever like in my dreams I always used to have I hope my parents don't get in the way of our life together like they used to I hope that if one of us dies the others lives their life without pain and doesn't commit suicide I hope that I don't hurt him like I do every one else that's in my life that means stuff to me I hope that he really does love me and isn't just playing along like others did to me I hope this person that I fell I love with is the real you I met on the side lines I hope you love me like the way I love you when we first met I hope this isn't

I wish our hearts could beat as one  But he has mine and I have his  He lives in a different world And I live in Irving I'm so in love with him He's got my heart I got his He is full blooded and alive  He's got my falling apart at the seems and dying from the inside  But I'm so in love with him I wish we could blow the world away  But the only place we can do that at is in our two minds  Our minds put together are two good minds  We'd be curious about whats on each others mind  But don't have to be Because he is my mind I'm so in love with him

You take the breath out of me When I hear your name I blush like a strawberry When you kiss me I smile like I'm happier than ever When you bite me I giggle like never before When you give me hickeys I don't try to cover it up like the others That's how you know I love you And again there goes my breath

You say I'm your stalker  But you know where I live and I have no clue where you live  You say I'm your stalker  But you sit by me I don't sit by you Why did you tell everyone I'm stalking you?! F.Y.I. I've got a boyfriend I rather see Bitch please......

I got a feeling That tonight is the night we shall meet in person Not through our imagination But physically I got a feeling That tonight is the night we shall kiss our life's goodbye Not physically But mentally I got a feeling Your the only one I need in my life All Physically, Mentally, and Emotionally And that's why I'm saying I love you